Week 18- Death Of OLD Blueprint

Last week through our journey of the MKMMA journey we were instructed to read an obituary everyday from the newspaper. I have to say that this was an interesting task. The first part of the week I felt extremely sad and emotional reading about people who have just passed on. Some of the were old and some as young as 2 years old! I would find myself thinking of the love ones that I have lost in the pass and it was mixed emotions. I became observant to the fact that I was going through the 4 stages of grief that was covered during our last class.

1. Denial

2. Anger

3. Greif

4. Acceptance

Through the end of the week I felt a change of how I viewed the obituaries. I start to think and imagine how there life was and picture some of the things they may have done. For example if a certain person was in a War I would take my current knowledge of that particular war and play it out in my head like a movie. There no way of ever knowing, but I guess I want to discover if they had lived their life to their bliss or one of quiet desperation.

That made me really think how I wanted people to imagine me when I passed and if I could hit the grave with a HUGE SMILE looking the Guy In The Glass with complete satisfaction. Just turing 27 hopefully I will be blessed with longevity to carryout my bliss! Now that I have the tools and knowledge to conquer my thoughts to create any reality I so do choose I am eagerly excited for the FUTURE. I feel that I am in between stages 3 & 4 of the dying stage when it come to the old blueprint. I have accepted that there is no turning back but, need to master those feelings. I also think most of my classmates are at the tail end of the dying stage being able to stick through the course this long.

Goodbye Old Self

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Week 8 – Amazing

IF EVERYBODY  FEELS FEAR WHEN APPROACHING

SOMETHING TOTALLY NEW IN LIFE,

YET SO MANY ARE OUT THERE “DOING IT”

DESPITE THE FEAR,

THEN WE MUST CONCLUDE THAT

FEAR IS NOT THE PROBLEM

-DR. JEFFERS

Personally this was my hardest week in the MKMMA course. I full faith that greatness is within all of us and just needs to unleashed from within! This belief was my driving force to find this course. I have been stead fast in practices of the exercise that are assigned to us and every week.  However, this week has been a struggle at times to get through them with the same enthusiasm that I had in the prior weeks. I did complete them, so let that not be mistaken. All week I just kept thinking about the old blueprint and the bad peptides trying to conquer my subby! I may have lost some battles through out the week, but I won the war! I saw on TV right before we went on our no TV diet  Joel Osteen talking about how we can handle anything that comes our way and that we are the VICTOR AND NOT THE VICTIM. This was a very impact-full statement to help win the war this week.

As I was going through this was I kept picturing our mental exercise of building a battleship through visualization. I  decided I was going to build my own mental battleship to win the war against the old blueprint. I say that it worked! I did what I have not done in a long time for my business and that was pick up the phone and make GOLD CALLS! I set my sights on 5 calls and rolled through those! I ended the day making 13! I know to a lot of people this might not seem like a lot, but its not about the calls! It is the fact that I rewired my thoughts and was able to take action on task that I would find countless ways to avoid over and over! Once I was finished I decided to celebrate my achievement, so that I attach a new peptide to the action! I won the war, because I felt more joy than and self satisfaction than any other week in the course even though the beginning was extremely rough! It was absolutely AMAZING! Part of quote from Sanskrit states…“Glory is in the Action.”  I felt the glory of expanding my comfort zone and moving my business from good to phenomenal!

ET !